Piggy is keeping me company all dis while...xiao dudu misses daddy,so does mummy too! I wash my face wit tears almost everynite....i miss HK,for sure my family too! I asked xiao dudu...when can i meet daddy again?! he replied,soon~~~mummy n daddy 'll get to see each other real soon! Xiao dudu is a good hugger! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh i miss darling...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss lg...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss baby...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss boo...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss HK!! Come here..... *sniffy*
We toked bout something last few days. I was mad at him..for not replying me for quite few hrs. I was wondering wad was he getting busy wit at dat time...it's around 8pm-12pm. Wad can he does at dis time until dun reply my msg..?! So,i was mad!
When he called..finally. N i showed my temper...not a hard 1,but a 'hard-soft' temper~he knew it. After few toks...we juz hang up like dat.
Few hrs later...around 3plus am,he pop up me wit dis msg saying, "...sorry i din tell darling earlier. It's juz dat sometimes i get carried away. Darling..i juz wanna tell u dat,if by any chance u meet anybody better than me & treat u better than me. juz go for it k? I juz wan u to be happy only. but it's better if im d one to be wit darling,cos I have made up my mind to build a better future for us. so i hav to start learning a lot of stuff so dat both of us can be happy. I LOVE U! Muachx!" .....cant help crying after reading dis msg around 5am,cos i fall asleep when i received d msg. N read it only around 5am....cried till 7am plus n get up. My eyes got swollen like 2 pingpong!
1st thing came to my mind was.....wad d heck r u telling me all dis? R u trying to give up me or let go me??? How can u said dat to me! I TOT u love me like how i do??
When i reached coll..i had some conversation wit my gal,Valery. She told me alot n a real story about her bro n his ex. When a guy telling u dis...it's not becos he doesn't luv u. But think it d other way...he loves u more than any1,n even himself. It's not EASY to say dis few sentences out from his mouth too...can u feel how sad ,pain n hurt inside his heart to let go ppl he luv n go wit another guy. N d main point is juz to let u be even happier..ended up himself staying alone n in suffer. After dis...i 'awake'! I KNOW HE LOVES ME..MORE THAN ANY1 LL EVER DO IN DIS WORLD! When i smile...he's happier than me. When i laugh...he laugh even louder! Alright....I hav to admit dat,He's a blessing to hav & to hold!
I had been treating HK real good & sweet dis few days....i start to understand him & stand on his situation to think for him. I wont blame for late msges anymore~
I had made up my mind to be wit him in my future & forever too....my one & only,my 1st & last guy in my life! I wan to own a X'mas tree of us,decorated by us every yr wit different decoration. We'll make it to go Bali 1 day....i believe d day ll definitely come! I cant wait to bek to ur arms n to manja u,darling~
PRESERVATION
love like everything needs to be preserved
i will do anything to keep love preserved and ready for US
if there was a expiry date on this could it be the following
best before: infinity/12/17
hehehehehhe i think this is going to be true
IF I DIED NOW MY LOVE WOULD STILL HAUNT U
true love is a real thing, ups and down
but u gots to preserve preserve
*shouted my heart out* I miss u DARLING~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I Miss EVERY SINGLE THING OF U!
-......never ending story-
plz..
