Im feeling good today...but~hmmmm,so lonely & boring..got ntg to go!! silakak 

Anyway...i got 2 good news for myself from them! hehe

1st - HK got good news for me last nite...dat reli make my 'night'!!! He told me dat he's booking ticket to come for my graduation ceremony cum birthday~~~ on 15th-20th Nov. EeEEeeEEe...so 'dai sek' o him!!!!! reli keep his words....'count' him la dis time!!! 

2nd - Olivia got good news for me d last few days too..dat she's goin bek to KK on 15th Dec until Feb. Aduh~~~so0o0o0 long she stays in KK dis time...so 'dai sek'!!!!!!! Ok la...i'll b ur driver whenever u need me when in KK.But,plz dun mind if i bring my HK along...im sure u n him can b good buddy lor! hahahahaha got dat feeling...but dun more than dat la har!!  

Olivia...u faster plan where u wanna go & what u wanna do alright? island? eat seafood?

It's 2nd Sept now. hmmm~! Anyway,I had a vy happening & happy Aug...enjoyed it to d fullest!

Early of Aug was rushing for the Emerge shoes design competition,cos i hav to submit it asap be4 im goin bek to KK on 11th Aug. It was so rush dat i hav to stay up late nite to do it..it was so tiring,but i enjoyed it. N unexpected...my hard work got paid!  

After everything....emerge shoes design,my sch sem project work,i finally got to go bek to KK on 11th Aug morning. I was so excited,happy n cant wait to c my hk,mummy,daddy n granny! hehe. Daddy had promised to buy me durian...so as he promised his gal,once i got home~i smelled vy vy heavy durian smell!! wahahahahaha~my durian is waiting to go in my tummy~wuho0o0..i hav lots of nice fruits! I had durian,thai longan,granny's rambutan & lychee for my whole holiday....yum yum~!~! Miss it. 

HK had promised to bring me to go visit Miri & Brunei. As i had nvr been to Miri n long long time din go to Brunei dy. So we decided to go on my 2nd week holiday,HK drives all way long to Miri. It spent us 9-10hrs car ride...haha my HK was damn tired,poor him! We wanted to drive there becos when we reacher there,it's more convinience for us to go around n i need to help my bro to bring back his old pc to kk. Eventhough d car ride was long...but we enjoyed it,it was vy fun n happy! Food in Miri was nice....alot of delicious food like,kon lou mee,curry fish head,fried meat,lutong soya bean..etc. After 2days in Miri,we drop by at Brunei for 1 day be4 goin bek to KK. Ntg much to do in Brunei..hmm~boring. Juz went to look around at jerudong park,some mosque,buy imported junk food,do some shopping(NTG to buy 1),check out wu zhun's fitness club(hopefully he's there...but disappointed! LOL)..n last but not least,Brunei satay was GOOD~must try!!!!! They hav lots of varieties of satay...got lamb,beef,chicken,rabbit,ostritch,deer,prawn...haha 

After coming bek from Miri & Brunei,i left 1 week time in KK. Spending all my time wit family n him. we went to eat,watch movie,hang around,shopping.... n 31st Aug was HK's nephew 1yrs old bday,n it was also Merdeka Day. Had a big bday party over his uncle's house. Time passed damn fast dat now im bek in KL again. *sigh* wad to do?! Tmr goin bek to coll again...sch life start again!  Another 3mths only....i can stand for it,i can~~~~

I know im vy 'long wind'...but i still wan to say n mention it! OLIVIA TAI...yr end is coming,u better keep ur promise!!! Im waiting for u~miss u heapsSssSssSsss

还有两个星期，就是 14天。。我就又要回家去  咯!!! 哈哈~感觉好好，回家 真爽!! 三个月没回家了。。。对有些人来说很久，有些人 说很短。 对我来说呢~~~当然是很久咯。。。我可是很想家，很黏家的人!!

有车驾，要去那里就去那儿。。下雨天，大热天，也不怕 ! 不必再 烦恼每天要吃什么。。妈妈都会为我准备，以前总觉得说。。。。"妈妈煮的菜吃 闷了"，现在才知，妈妈的煮的菜是最好吃，最建康的 !!!! 我真的真的吃疯了WANGSA MAJU 和 SUNGEI WANG 的食物啊~不是这样，就是那 样。。。唉~! 回家，ALLOWANCE也会多了。。。嘻嘻~方便讨，又少花 !

如果来得及，打算去 ISLAND玩一两天。。。MONSOON 还没来吧? 哈哈!! 等HK考完 EXAM，我们会开车去我很久没去的BRUNEI看看，然后再去我 从未去过的MIRI看看和探望弟弟  。。。。

3个星期罢了。。。很短，也会很快 ! 3个星期后，又要再回到 KL，继续 我的LAST SEM。DEC就要毕业了~好快噢。。。回想起 来，两年就这么的过去了! 接下来，我应该要怎么办呢? 明年的我会在哪里?做什么呢? 他和我说。。不必 为他顾几太多，不必  CONSIDER我的PLANNING里一定要有他在。。。叫我说要去哪里读，要做什么，都去。。。； 他说我们不是一开始就 LONG DISTANCE R/S 了吗?! 不知不 觉都两年了，再 过一两年也会很快的。他 希望我将来不要后悔，到时，后悔也没没用了! 他说 会等我的，他不会忘记我们的约定。 但，我 并不那么想啊~我想和他在一起。可是他说的也有道理啦!!

我也越 来越’老‘了~今年11月就要 迈入21岁了! 要结婚的话，随时都可以了。。。LOL! JOKE~ 

还有~~最期待的就是，DEC的来临，就是戴以淳答应我回来KK的时候了!! 你最好不要跟我失约噢。。不然我 真的就要翻脸了! 真的很想你啦，56婆!!! 哈哈~你的生日礼物还在我这里呢~~等你回来要!!  

Piggy is keeping me company all dis while...xiao dudu misses daddy,so does mummy too! I wash my face wit tears almost everynite....i miss HK,for sure my family too! I asked xiao dudu...when can i meet daddy again?! he replied,soon~~~mummy n daddy 'll get to see each other real soon! Xiao dudu is a good hugger! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh i miss darling...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss lg...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss baby...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss boo...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss HK!! Come here..... *sniffy*

We toked bout something last few days. I was mad at him..for not replying me for quite few hrs. I was wondering wad was he getting busy wit at dat time...it's around 8pm-12pm. Wad can he does at dis time until dun reply my msg..?! So,i was mad!

When he called..finally. N i showed my temper...not a hard 1,but a 'hard-soft' temper~he knew it. After few toks...we juz hang up like dat.

Few hrs later...around 3plus am,he pop up me wit dis msg saying, "...sorry i din tell darling earlier. It's juz dat sometimes i get carried away. Darling..i juz wanna tell u dat,if by any chance u meet anybody better than me & treat u better than me. juz go for it k? I juz wan u to be happy only. but it's better if im d one to be wit darling,cos I have made up my mind to build a better future for us. so i hav to start learning a lot of stuff so dat both of us can be happy. I LOVE U! Muachx!" .....cant help crying after reading dis msg around 5am,cos i fall asleep when i received d msg. N read it only around 5am....cried till 7am plus n get up. My eyes got swollen like 2 pingpong!

1st thing came to my mind was.....wad d heck r u telling me all dis? R u trying to give up me or let go me??? How can u said dat to me! I TOT u love me like how i do??

When i reached coll..i had some conversation wit my gal,Valery. She told me alot n a real story about her bro n his ex. When a guy telling u dis...it's not becos he doesn't luv u. But think it d other way...he loves u more than any1,n even himself. It's not EASY to say dis few sentences out from his mouth too...can u feel how sad ,pain n hurt inside his heart to let go ppl he luv n go wit another guy. N d main point is juz to let u be even happier..ended up himself staying alone n in suffer. After dis...i 'awake'! I KNOW HE LOVES ME..MORE THAN ANY1 LL EVER DO IN DIS WORLD! When i smile...he's happier than me. When i laugh...he laugh even louder! Alright....I hav to admit dat,He's a blessing to hav & to hold!

I had been treating HK real good & sweet dis few days....i start to understand him & stand on his situation to think for him. I wont blame for late msges anymore~

I had made up my mind to be wit him in my future & forever too....my one & only,my 1st & last guy in my life! I wan to own a X'mas tree of us,decorated by us every yr wit different decoration. We'll make it to go Bali 1 day....i believe d day ll definitely come! I cant wait to bek to ur arms n to manja u,darling~

PRESERVATION
love like everything needs to be preserved 
i will do anything to keep love preserved and ready for US
if there was a expiry date on this could it be the following
best before: infinity/12/17
hehehehehhe i think this is going to be true
IF I DIED NOW MY LOVE WOULD STILL HAUNT U
true love is a real thing, ups and down
but u gots to preserve preserve

*shouted my heart out* I miss u DARLING~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I Miss EVERY SINGLE THING OF U!

 -......never ending story-

 

GrRRrrrrRrrRRR....Clarissa is in kl now! I dunno im happy? or sad? Hmmm...~abit of both! sigh!....

Reached kl home around 5pm juz now..from kk lurr of course! Tmr gonna attend class again~sienzzz neh!!

Well..consider vy happy & enjoyed bek to kk dis time. I went to mt kinabalu ...n cos many frens arr~~hehe. Kai xin is bek,hui hui is in kk,my sis did bek to kk too....n guess wad?!?!? I met TONY leh~~haha so so so so so long time nvr seen him le. hmm~he still looks 'funny'! Ahakz!

Err...i look so red in d pic huh~hehe pai seh bah,Tony besides me..so shy neh!! LOL no la~~joke...im abit tipsy actually! D most 'tony' ever ppl beside me,d blue shirt 1..is kai xin~haha

Oh ya..i cut my hair shorter too! Hmm~actually juz wanted to trim it abit only. Well...ended up it's kinda short hey! HHmmm....it's always come out not wad we expected. Haizz...wad to do ler???!!! nemind lurr....

刚洗完澡不久。。好舒服噢 ~~~

冲了个很热很热的澡。。越冲越热，越热越醒。 觉得现在的自己很不应该，最近越来越懒散了~唉! 无论做什么事都 没心，没力的。。很没用!

洗澡的时候, 想了很多。。。我终于醒了~~~决定要珍惜每一天，好好的力用每一分，每一秒! 尽力的去面 对next coming 的两个 fashion design contest!

邱晓俐，你要加油啊~~不要辜负了在东马的爸爸，妈妈啊! 也要常去教会，常祷告，依靠耶稣  

再过两天。。。。就是戴以淳的21岁大日子了~!不知不觉~我们已经越来越 "老" 了啦! 唉~~~

我们从15岁认识 。。一直到了 现在20岁的我们! 你还是以前的戴以淳  吗? 我还是以前的邱 晓俐吗?? 唉~~~~对其他的人来说，我应该是变很多了吧?!?! 但，我 对你的友情和 当年的感 觉 (i mean those fren feeling。。not other~haha 别误会) 还是一样的! 你还是我生命中 最好的姐妹，还是你最了解我 !! 我以然那么的56，那么的傻婆。。每当有心事 时，第一个想到的 还是你，虽然说我有了鸿凯，可是。。。女人的心事， 还是女人比 较了解 啊! 我真的好怀念 15岁那年的我们~很开兴，很多美好的回 忆。 我们一起去 教会，一起 逛街，一起做蛋 糕，一起聊八卦，聊心事，一起跳舞。。。。。。。。。   说不完的一切一切  ~~~

最后一次 见你也就是 2005年的12月尾。。我 们以经1年3个月不见了! 还记得这张照片吗?? 2005年12月时在kk的coffe bean 拍的~那时好好玩。。我弟，和  你弟也跟我 们一块56起来。。哈哈~~!! 如果你今年尾再不回 来。。。我就 真的会生气你了~我是认真的喔~! 我还没当面结绍过鸿凯给 你认识 呢。。。虽然你们都知到了对方~嘻嘻

再过两天就是你的大日子了~~要开开心心，快快 乐乐的渡过哦!!! 我的那份礼物在这里。。。要就回来 跟我要~~哈哈! 祝你生日快乐。。。要常笑，要幸福  !! 我永远都在，有心事，烦恼，需要我的时候，不要 犹豫。。。我 随时奉陪 ! MISS & LOVE U~GOD BLESS!

ArGghhhh...im bek in KL,so fast! Reach home around 130am last nite.SOo0o0o0 tired...whole body seems like goin to collapse soon. So tiring & painful of pulling my luggages,it was dem heavy!

Haizz~gonna start my sch life again tmr. Get up early n come home late...but we have public holiday on Thurs & Fri rite? N cont to go for weekend..hehe  Not bad~can go for shopping..gonna look for kai xin!! Juz b4 sales over! Wuho0o~

Life in KL is very boring..i mean ME la. cos everyday is juz d same~haiz! I seldom go out..cos lazy,n it's dangerous too. scare de ma!

HeeEEEee..i change my hair style dy. Sick of my previous hair style,so decided to change it be4 coming bek to KL.

So FAST~~~~*sigh*...im goin bek to KL again dis coming Sat! 26days in KK is goin to end soon,i enjoyed it vy vy much,im happy..for sure! ArGgHhHhH...i dun wan~wo bu se de KK!  

Think of continuing my life & studies in KL again & im feeling kinda scare..dunno y? I tot i had used to it?!?! HmMmmM~~~another 3mths to go till i bek to KK again..it's gonna b on Dec,d yr end le! Sounds fast n it's a short time,but for me...dun think so! 3mths r hard to go,kinda suffer de!

Alright,think it d positive way! Sales is not over yet rite??? Wookie~~ll go bek to KL & shop again...LOL!

今天一大早就  传了一封短 讯祝老豆父 亲节快乐加上几句感性的  话 。。。当然也不忘  '我爱你’ 咯!

真的很想家。。和他  !! 很想回家和老豆  庆祝! 妈咪说今晚会带外公和老豆去吃海  鲜。。又说 很想我，希望我也能  参于他 们! 啊~~我听了眼 泪也就快掉下 来了!

还得等多两个月才能回去  K.K，唉~真漫长! 常常在 临 睡前都会因为 很想家和他，而掉下了   眼 泪。。。然后就得快快的停止   ，要不然 隔天眼睛就  会肿肿 的，难看死了!!!

离开了家，才真的发现 到原来在家是多么的 温 暖和幸福 !! 在外自己求 学和生活的日子一  点也 不好受~~很不喜 欢!!! 功课多得是，压力又大。。。唉! 每天除了忙功 课，还是功 课! 不然 就只有呆在房  间里上 网，睡 觉，做做家 务。。没其它事了! 每天都必需下 K.L去上课，难得 没 课上也 懒 得下 K.L 去逛 街了~天气热，人又多。

八月中，敢  快来 临 吧!!! 我 要 回去了 啦~~~

Im missing KK dem much~~~~i miss my family,frens,hong kai,food,car,bed & places to hang out in KK!  But anyway..im goin bek soon!! on d 21st April.   But it's kinda sad too,cos i cant get to meet my dearest bro,cos he's at d Curtin in Miri now! N on d 26th April mummy is goin to Singapore for her Lion's Club thingy,so she juz get to keep me company for around 6days only! Hai~wat to do!! It's fine~at least i still can meet mummy, n hong kai ll keep me company! Cos he's having his semester break too~hehe

Im goin bek to KK for 10days only~so im gonna appreciate evryday! Cos after dat,i can only get bek again around Aug! Hav to reli appreciate my time to spend wit my family & him!!

 Miss him alot!! long distance r/s is hard ...but v'll still hold on.

Hmmm..day goes by~left another 4 days for me to stay in Sabah le! Im goin bek to KL for my sch life on d 6th! 

Wo hen se bu de li kai!!! Bcos goin bek to KL dis time..im not sure when is d next time i can come bek to Sabah again! As d principal told us~maybe we cant go bek to our own hometown too even there's a holidays for us.Cos there's alotz of projects waiting for us to do n get more experience through it. The projects r not like kinds of homework..it's sumthing like..we hav to go to some company,n do our projects there.So..hmm~yea..dats it.

Even last time juz stay in KL for two weeks b4 d CNY...i got homesick~especially at nite time! Feel like crying out~but then...i juz hold it..cos i dun wanna hav swollen eyes d next day!! N wit him always b rite there to keep me company~i can b stronger,although he's not beside me! Im missing him dem much too...so wish he can appear infront of me when ever i wanna c him!

I bet i'll hav seriously homesick dis time!! *Sigh* well~juz hope dat i can get use to it a.s.a.p! Im gonna miss family,my granny,frens,'ah gong' & my eveything in Sabah here. "no matter how far or how long,i always will be rite by ur side" dis is my motivation to b stronger & dis is wad u had promised me too! better dun disappointed me! ..n u told me u'll NOT 2~

Life in KL is not wad i like...maybe juz dat im not use to it~hmm! D air in KL is vy dirty..polluted,i got pimples & ulcer when in KL!! ArGgHhhh~~hate it! Traffic is terrible jam in KL too...drivers r mad & scary! LOL

Three men who were lost in the forest were captured by
cannibals. The cannibal king told the prisoners that they could
live if they pass a trial. The first step of the trial was to go
to the forest and get ten pieces of the same kind of fruit. So
all three men went separate ways to gather fruits.

The first one came back and said to the king, "I brought ten
apples." The king then explained the trial to him. "You have to
shove the fruits up your butt without any expression on your
face or you'll be eaten."

The first apple went in... but on the second one he winced out
in pain, so he was killed.

The second one arrived and showed the king ten berries. When the
king explained the trial to him he thought to himself that this
should be easy. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8... and on the
ninth berry he burst out in laughter and was killed.

The first guy and the second guy met in heaven. The first one
asked, "Why did you laugh, you almost got away with it?" The
second one replied, "I couldn't help it, I saw the third guy
coming with pineapples."

*Lol*

Last nite around 9pm(29th Oct),my granny walked to her chicken cage to feed her chickens as usual. Then suddenly she saw a BIG SNAKE!!!! D big snake had killed 1 of d chicken,but din get to eat d chicken yet. Therefore my granny rush up to house n called to d Bomba for help.When d fireman arrived...they used d torch light to look for d big snake. when they found it,d big snake get frightten by d torch light n ran away. So d fireman end up cant get to find d big snake anymore! Btw,it was reli dark..so d fireman were abit scare & panic too if d big snake attack them.Besides,d garden of my granny is quite big too..so it's DANGEROUS!

UNEXPECTEDLY...in dis early morning around 8am, my granny called to my mummy n said dat d big snake IS BACK & it had swallow down 1 of my granny's chicken~EeEeEUuUuUuU....it's so dem scary~!!!

After swallowing down 1 whole chicken,d big snake cant get to move anymore...*Lol* DAI SEI~ So my granny asked my daddy & an uncle(granny's neighbour) come over to help up to catch d DEVIL~!!! Finally...2 brave guys success to catch d big snake...

I din went bek to my granny's house & look around juz now...bcos mummy din wake me up & bring me bek ~i was sleeping like a PIG!! *sigh* din get to hit & kick d snake *Lol* no la,,im not dare too...it's too scary!! But, luckily my lil bro was so clever dat he brought bek my digi cam & snap d Devil's pics for me~heheheheh.

I did called my granny juz now...to ask if she's OK or still scare or not. She said she's very angry & a bit sad ...bcos overall,granny had lost 2 chickens~~HaizZzzZz!!! But then, granny said nemind~d big snake killed 2 of her chickens..so dis DEVIL's life is gonna end up DIE too! Bcos my granny is goin to cook it...Wahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. BIG DEVIL~GO TO HELL!!!!!!

Sending off my dearest sopo-Jacqueline to KL yday morning...she's goin to study in KL~Monash Uni. B4 dat,we went for photo sticker on Mon afternoon..she's de 1 in blue in d pics! I missssssss her VERY much now~wish she can bek to KK immediately,, im so lonely without her...every1 of my fren seems like leaving KK every month~i hav vy less frens in KK now!!! every1 left,left,left...*SigH*~i also dun wanna stay in KK lor.....

Btw,i still hab lotz of pics haven upload yet.which i went to Macau & ShenZhen one~bcos d photo limit for me in dis month is full dy..so wait till nxt month to upload then!

WeEeEeeeEeEeEeEEEeEeEeeEeEEeEe~~~~my exams were OVER!!!!!! V-hAaAaA...im dem happy now!!!! i cant....i cant...take it nemore!!!  Tmr is my graduation ceremony~FINALLY,thx God! hav to arrive at sch b4 7am..DUH~~~~

I gonna left I.S soon...no need to get up at 6am,no need to sleep b4 1am,no need to walk under d SUN after my lec to get my car,no Lec,no H/W,no test,no exam,no stress,no tutors,no text books,no notes,no locker,no tuition area,no canteen food,no 'bitch',no 'slut boy',no alex(Lab assistant),no no no!!  hahahahaahahahahahahahahahhaahha

Till then...i gonna go for my steamboat wit my schmates later!! hohohohohoh im so epi~who needs some 'epiness' from me? im too much! *Lol*

Epi Mother's Day!!

Wish Darling epi & pweeeeety always~lurve u,darling Mummy~!GOD bless...

U're mai 'QUEEN' 4eva & eva~

(( EpI Mother's Day To All De Mummy Too!! ))